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"It's Derek. If I'm not in my room and you can't find me, leave a message. If it's urgent, call."
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text. HIIIIIII c:

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[ it's also easy for her to be angry at him when he's the most put together. her interactions have been a younger isaac who doesn't remember her, a grieving scott, and a lydia who allison is now too terrified to leave alone for more than just a few moments. she can't be angry at them. even if she wants to, more than anything else she's ever wanted, she can't.

she's cried too much today to start again. fallen to pieces with lydia's arms around her middle. i'm sorry chanted over and over.

derek is standing, derek is fine. derek, she can take her anger out on and not feel guilty about it. ]

you didn't answer the question
were you? or were you going to let me just walk around without knowing?

[ it's immature, she's lashing out, but she needs to take it out on someone. ]

text. HELLO.<3

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[ derek, for the record, is not fine. but, yes. he is standing. he wasn't there when she was killed. but, he heard about it. he saw the aftermath. as honest as he could've been, scott - even lydia - they wouldn't have been happy with him. and scott is derek's alpha, as unspoken as that is. ]

it wasn't my place to tell you.

text. this is everything you wanted right

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[ well, yes. that is very possible. but that would also involve allison taking into account what derek could have been through and what could have happened. allison generally likes to think of herself as someone who puts others first, especially when it regards her friends. though, really, that comes down to only when it is her friends, and derek hasn't really made it there. yet.

so as far as allison is concerned, he is fine. or at least more fine than everyone else. ]

and if scott didn't tell me?
lydia?
would you have done it then?

text. and more.

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no. probably not.
if you'd asked.

text. c:

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you'd be okay with me walking around not knowing?
letting everyone /lie/?
you should have told me when I found you
you had no right to keep that from me

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if scott decided that was best, then yes, allison. i'd be okay with lying to you.

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[ she almost chucks her phone, but then something stands out to her. ]

if scott decided?

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if scott asked me to, i would

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since when do you listen to scott

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since i gave up being an alpha for cora

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[ well then. ]

so scott's your alpha now?

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there's no official handshake

[ but, yes. sort of. it's implied. they're equals, really. ]

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but you listen to him

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I respect his opinions.

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that's not an answer

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I listen to him

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[ that's all she really needs to know, isn't it? ]

good to know

[ she's basically planning on ending the conversation here. nothing was really gained, except that little tidbit of info, but it's something to talk to scott about.

when she actually talks to scott. ]

text.

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[ he's not sorry, allison. sorry you died, yes, not sorry for not pulling your world apart at the seams here. he wasn't going to be the one who does that. ]